nothing can be done against the truth

dying to mantain
oh I keep trying to explain
a heart that never loved me to begin
oh I'm such a mess
i have no choice but to confess
that I've been desperately trying to belong
lying to myself
and everybody else
refusing to admit my right was wrong





i'm not always in the mood.. for poetry, praise, meditation, or listening to lauryn hill, and there are only specific times or moods when i feel the need to hear her. Sometimes it will be a peaceful mood, and other times it could be unhealthy mood.. but when i do get in the mood, i am so grateful

selfishly addicted
to a life that I depicted
conflicted cuz it's not reality
oh what's left of me
i beg you desperately
cause me to agree with what I know is best for me
please save me from myself
i need You to save me from myself
please save me from myself so I can heal..

kanye 07

dang kanye took over 07


i'm speakin to u from the future right now

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can ya feel it

man why can't life always be this easy

MTV did him wrong for the awards, but i guess what does an mtv awards mean anyway.. we know the real deal. I just can't believe rihanna's "umbrella" won best video over "stronger". I thought that video was terrrrrible for how much i loved the song. She stood still with an umbrella with half of her orange and the other half grey? thats a good video? even more so worth to win an award?? The Best award?

"I had a dream I could buy my way to heaven
When I awoke I spent that on a necklace
I told God I'd be back in a second
Man, it's so hard not to act reckless
To whom much is given, much is tested
Get arrested, guess until he get the message
I feel the pressure, under more scrutiny
And what'd I do? Act more stupidly
Bought more jewelry, More Louis V
My mama couldn't get through to me...
The drama, people suing me
I'm on T.V. talking like it's just you and me"

wish i would of been here

happy bday

plain pat what up!
when "can't tell me nothin" mixtape came out i was so happy.. and hearing pharrells, lupe and kanye's "US Placers" i just remember alot of people hating on the beat not being tough enough.. so!? and also picking on "stronger" i remember someone complaining he took a hot track and basically stole the light from it and rapped over and that was it.. naw!

Stronger revisted video [check it out]http://www.vimeo.com/313353



rest in peace<3

overall i'm very happy with ye and the work he did in 07, i'm excited for next year.. i just can't imagine what he could do better this time around that he hasn't already done. I feel horrible for him and his lost, i hope he comes to a peace of mind even if we arn't allowed music for awhile


ye keep makin that platinum and gold for me..

Lupe - The Cool

check my mail this morning, apparently lupe's the cool has leaked :). Sorry i'm behind, i am terribly ill

http://rs279.rapidshare.com/files/75968553/Lupe_Fiasco-_The_Cool.zip


anything else? lol
i'm excited..



the coooooool

jay z this jay z that

9th wonder hangin in this one 8)

jay says he cringes when he hears himself back then saying he was retiring

say hello to the bad guy

first american gangster tour clip

"NEW YORK, Jay-Z performed for a few hundred lucky fans during a taping of VH1 Storytellers on October 24 at Steiner Studios in Brooklyn, New York. Fans can watch this exclusive performance when "VH1 Storytellers: Jay-Z: Life of an American Gangster," premieres Thursday, TONIGHT November 8 at 9pm."


11-06 Los Angeles, CA - House of Blues
11-07 Chicago, IL - House of Blues
11-09 Baltimore, MD - Ram's Head Live!
11-11 New York, NY - Hammerstein Ballroom
11-12 Philadelphia, PA - Fillmore


LUPE speaks!

and i can completely relate. "i didn't grow up on that music"



"the people think i'm wack!! Which is something i can't believe at all!" [at the end of the clip]

love IT

Roc Boys

Jay-Z had an all-star studded video shoot for his new single, "Roc Boys" at his 40/40 Club in New York on Saturday, October 27th. Directed by Chris Robinson, the shoot included what might seem to be the entire Def Jam roster

the quality is low, it Just released on BET awhile ago. A better version soon..
director: chris robinson (good joooob chris)


VH1 "American Dreamin"


you're now in the game where only time can tell
surviving droughts; i wish you well
hold on.. surviving droughts i wish you well?
how sick am i? i wish you health
i wish you wheels, i wish you wealth
i wish you insight so you can see for yourself!

9th wonder yall

:D






the director actually stops by to drop his thought ?! lol 8)

http://herfection.blogspot.com/2007/11/my-man-cjay.html

"now my tears are like a lullaby"

new d wade commercial :O)